day thirteen.

Day thirteen- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

Dear Anonymous,

   Well unfortunately, today...you're the topic of conversation.  I wish I could say that I hope your happy with her....but honestly...I don't. Yeah...that whole "let's be friends" thing...that worked well between us.  That was sarcasm.  We went through a lot together in the short amount of time we were together. I cared about you...I cried over you....I stayed by your side through that whole thing. Then, when we broke up and you told me you still wished that we could be together again someday...that hurt...especially when you started dating her a month after we broke up. Obviously you were very heartbroken.  How do you think that made me feel?  Well...I'll tell you. It made me feel like complete crap. I felt used. I felt like the whole time we were together...you were lying to me.  I feel so stupid for never seeing it after that "incident". You lied to me. Honestly...you did. You told me you hated her. You told me you never wanted to see her again.  So can you see why I am/was so upset when I found out you were dating her again? Oh and then it got even better when you tried to hide it from me!!!  Yeah, not shady at all. 
   I hope this letter clears up why, when you text me, I don't want to talk to you. I'll be honest with you. I don't like seeing how happy you are. Do you think I like the fact that I see your pictures on Facebook everyday...rubbing it my face how happy you two are? I hate it. I keep thinking that I should delete you as a friend. Maybe someday I still will.
   I hope you have a happy life with her. I really do. And...I hope you realize everyday what you lost.
                      Sincerely,
                            me.